NOW WHAT?

Even years later, this is the best description of every day of my life.

THE BEST DESCRIPTION IS MY HEART AND EMOTIONS WERE FROZEN IN TIME.

An old picture I hold in my hand.
It’s me and you and our love…frozen in time.
A silent witness, after many years, of a great love
that ended unexpectantly. Neither of us wanted it to end,
and I think that is why I have been frozen in time from that
day.

I ask myself, when neither wants a love to end where
does the such a connection & love go? where is it now?

For me, it never left, it is just there, it won’t leave.

I ask myself daily where are you now?

Never doubt if was the truth when I told you that I loved you.
Yes, I am sure that I loved you, look what I gave up for you.
But if you saw me now, you would see another person.
It’s no longer the man who told you that I loved you.
It was me many years ago.
Now that man doesn’t exist anymore.
That man changed, as everything changes in this world.

The universe is a big recycling machine; nothing remains the same forever.
How many “frozen in time” moments in life do we experience? I have
had only one.

I see my face in the mirror and my face in the pictures.
The face is different, but time has let me down, it has not diminished
the love for you in my broken heart.
Every picture with a story to tell,
a story to remind oneself of something for a moment;
something big or small, good or bad, important or not.
There is always something to remind me, and it is always good.

This picture speaks for an immense love written in my heart.

A great love…frozen in time, that I now understand, will never leave me,
even without you.  I understand the meaning of frozen in time.

Foolish Hope